I want to share something close to my heart, 

something that has shaped not just my life, but the way I connect with others.

You see, my childhood was a tapestry woven with threads of trauma and abuse, experiences that carved deep scars on my soul. For so long, I felt like I was living in the shadows, struggling with feelings of worthlessness and insecurity. Trust was a luxury that i could hardly afford. I found myself tangled in toxic relationships, desperately trying to please others in a quest for love and acceptance that always seemed just out of reach.

When my second child was born, the weight of postpartum depression settled heavily on my chest, and anxiety wrapped itself around me like a suffocating blanket. I felt lost, alone, and utterly overwhelmed, spiraling into a mental health crisis that left me questioning everything about myself and my purpose.

In my darkest hour,  I made the pivotal choice to seek help. I immersed myself in intense therapy, confronting my intrusive thoughts and gaining clarity on how to navigate relationships with individuals who exhibit narcissistic tendencies and manipulative behaviors to maintain control over me. This turmoil had left my mental health in a constant state of uncertainty and fear, unsure of what would come next.

I realized it was time to cut out the toxic influences that no longer served my highest good. I began to see the true colors of those around me, understanding that just because someone shares my blood doesn't mean they are entitled to my time or my children's well-being. I started refusing to accept anyone's dysfunctional behavior and established firm boundaries,  regardless of whether they were accepted or not.

This journey of rediscovery empowered me to stand up for myself, affirming that I don't owe anyone anything. It allowed me to be truly present with my family and carve out time for my own self-care. I took the time to isolate and reflect, uncovering what truly mattered in my life. Above all, I just wanted to be the best wife and mother I could be for my husband and our three beautiful children.

And then, at a time when i needed healing the most, reiki entered my life. It offered me solace and relief from the anxiety that had consumed me for so long. It was transformative, allowing me to peel back the layers of pain I had carried and to embrace a newfound sense of peace.

I felt an undeniable urge to reach out to others who might be feeling as lost as I once did. I wanted to hold space for those who, like me, carried the weight of their past experiences and traumatic events. So, I took a leap of faith and became a reiki practitioner, driven by a desire to help others grieve, heal, and rebuild themselves from within.

My mission is simple yet profound: to remind you that you are not broken. You are incredibly beautiful, and there is so much life left for you to experience and enjoy. I want to walk alongside you on this journey, helping you feel safe, seen, and heard as we work together to release what no longer serves you.

It is my great honor to be able to share my journey in hopes that some of you can relate. For those that do, I'm here for you, ready to embrace this healing journey together, hand in hand, the way I wish someone could have held mine.

With all my love,

Ashley Simoni